” Mungkin, ini kesempurnaan ” katanya

Laptop, sebatang rokok, sekaleng bir, mata yang tertancap di berbaris – baris tulisan, dan telinga yang terpaku pada lagu ini :

ALREADY GONE
Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would have worked out right, yeah
We were never meant for do or die…

I didn’t want us to burn out
I didn’t come here to hurt you now I can’t stop…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you’ll find another
That doesn’t always make you wanna cry
It started with the perfect kiss then
We could feel the poison set in
“Perfect” couldn’t keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on
So I’m already gone

Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone
Ahhhh already gone, already gone, already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they’re haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye…

I want you to know
It doesn’t matter where we take this road
Someone’s gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn’t have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I’m already gone

I’m already gone, already gone
You can’t make it feel right
When you know that it’s wrong
I’m already gone, already gone
There’s no moving on,

terus berputar, lagu itu tetap terngiang dalam pemikiran.
kadang, sesuatu hal yang kita anggap sempurna, memang akan terlihat manis.
namun, apapun bentuknya, kesempurnaan atau hanyalah ketimpangan,
tetap saja akan muncul sebuah konsekuensi yang cukup dalam.
saat bagian hidupmu yang ini sempurna, kamu akan merasa kosong dibagian yang lain.
segala kesempurnaan ini seperti membuatmu lelah, terus mengejar dengan segala harapan masa depan cerahnya.
tidak akan pernah membuat kita sadar, kalo sebenarnya itu akan membuat kita jatuh juga.
mungkin, antara kamu dan aku, seharusnya bukan tentang sebuah kesempurnaan.
namun, kesempatan untuk menjadi diri sendiri,
yang mungkin akan menjatuhkan kita berdua, itu yang hilang.
terlalu menyayangi, mungkin itu juga salah satu alasan,
mengapa aku, merelakan dirimu pergi, dan mengijinkan separuh diriku untuk menikmati sakit.
aku memilih itu, daripada kamu harus terdiam disini,
bersamaku, menikmati segala halusinasi kesempurnaan kita.


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